Unexpected turn

This was years ago just out of my first marriage. I'd moved to Portland and noticed an adult video place. I wouldn't go there during the day but sometimes later at night I'd cautiously park and spend some time watching gay porn and letting men join me for a bit. I'd play with their cocks and occasionally I'd get so horny I'd go down on them so I could feel and taste their ejaculate I didn't always go that far because I was worried about aids and stuff. One night I was so horny for cock that I went there at two in the morning or so. No one was there and I was walking out as a man passed me and we looked at each other and I knew he was looking We went into a booth and we started to feel each other up and I was ready to trade head with him but at some point he turned me around and pushed his cock into my crack as he squeezed and stroked me. I'd only had let a couple of men push into me and that was years ago and they just had their cocks in my ass for a bit. I tried to tell the guy I wasn't into being fucked but he just pushed me into the corner so I had to lean over the seat. I quietly told him that I wanted to leave but he just moved in close and put his legs between mine and slid his hard cock up my ass crack. He was shorter than me but he was wirey and he was in control. He paused for a moment and I felt him fingering me as he slicked us both with lube. He started easy at first but soon was fucking me hard and deep and when I left his cum was leaking out of me. I still don't like being fucked but I admit that was hot and fun