A Journey of Understanding and Connection

Full circle. I asked her what the other option was. She said it's the option she would take if it was her. She said start HRT, grow natural breast's, whatever size they might be. Then later a simple procedure, castration. By loosing both of my testicles, my penis would shrink, slowly naturally. After awhile it would be hardly noticeable, but kinda like huge clit. Guy's or girl's would love it. I said I love that idea. What about sex? Well if you choose this route, you're going to be having anal sex and lot's of it. Can I tell you something. She said I think I should we promise each other right now, no secrets and always be honest with each other. I said okay. Mom said so what did you want tell me? I started blushing, I've been thinking about anal sex, I mean for awhile, I guess since I knew I wasn't happy. She looked at me, so you want to do it? I said Yes, especially if I can have a little penis that doesn't work or get in the way. Mom giggled, WOW, you have been doing a lot of thinking about this. Mom said whenever you feel your ready to friends about your decision to transition is up to you, just don't say anything about what we do, I mean me helping you. It would be a scandal and get us both in trouble., Especially me. I said I would never do anything like that. I loved her too much for that. So that night we took our first shower together. Like any young boy as soon as soon as I saw her naked I got a hard on. She was beautiful 😍. She said that's completely natural, now go ahead and jack off , as many times as need to. It will make it easier to shave you if you're limp, plus I'll enjoy it. I jacked off two or three times in the shower until I was limp. She shaved my entire body, underarms, legs, chest, penis and balls . I was starting to feel like girl already 😊. When we got out I put on a panties and night gown for bed. It was best night's sleep I had ever had. The next morning Mom said she wanted to jack off every night, that would help me . I did, until I couldn't cum anymore and was completely limp. A week later we saw her doctor, who would be become mine also. She examined me, we talked about what I wanted. She referred me to a counselor. After several sessions , she sent her recommendations to our doctor. She agreed to start me HRT. Since I was young and my Mom approved, now was the perfect time. About five months later I could tell I was growing breast's 😊, and so could other people. I mean they weren't prominent yet, just buds I guess, but definitely not like any of the other boys. So I told everyone, I was going through transition. The girl's thought it was great 😃, of course the guy's started bullying me. It hurt, but I was going to be who I wanted to be. I had already started letting my hair grow out, the med's were helping penis. Me and Mom were showering together, I was dressing around the house. I was getting pretty passable. We went out of town one day as mother and daughter, it was awesome ☺️. By the time I was a senior in highschool, I had long hair, almost covering my breast's, which by now were about a 28. I was hoping they would get bigger, our doctor said it was possible. After I graduated I had the procedure, bilateral orchiectomy, both testicles removed. I waited to start college. By the time I graduated college I was so happy on so many levels. I had my degree, my breast's had blossomed to a 32A, and penis had shrunk to half it's flaccid size, almost unnoticeable. It looked and felt like a big clit, not a penis. I loved it 🥰. The small little nub that occasionally got a notice in my skimpy bikini's 🔥. I was 23 now and loving who I was. I had petitioned to legally change my name from Steven to Sabrina, but the process is long and cumbersome. I had gotten a great job in my Mom's company. I was living at home her until I could find my own place, but neither of us were in a real rush for that. Part 3.