Extremely Happy Now

I'm a 50 year old single woman. I'm a BBW. I'm about 5'4, around 200. I'm what I call curvy. I'm a 49-38-48. I have medium length Red hair and very smooth underneath. I have two very nice neighbors. They're both in their early 30's. They're brothers, James and Reggie. They're both tall, slender built and very handsome. James is an Electrician and Reggie is Carpenter. They take care of my yard work when they do theirs. They're very helpful. They've done several odd jobs me but always refused payment. I have a large pool in my backyard and I told them they could use anytime. They've made several suggestively remarks when we be having a cookout, or swimming together. They would something like, how beautiful and sexy I was. It was a shame my body wasn't being used like it should be. Any guys would be lucky to have me. After they would finish with my yard I always invited them to come up the deck and have some lemonade with me. They were always shirtless and just wearing shorts. I fantasizing about them every night. Even using my didn't help. I had seen the imprint of their hard ons every time we were together. I decided to see if my suspicion was true, they wanted to fuck me. If I was right it would be wonderful, if I was wrong I would be so embarrassed 😳. It was a holiday, three day weekend. I invited them for coffee the night before. I purposely had on a very short and thin sundress. I didn't wear a bra or panties. They came over that morning, as usual in just shorts. We had coffee and talked awhile. I glanced down several times and they both had a beautiful hard on. The sun was shining in on the deck, so I knew if they wanted they could see thru my sundress. They both said how beautiful I was, especially in my dress. I said you both are very handsome too. I said I don't mean to be forward but you've been making some suggestive comments around me. They said WOW, we didn't mean to upset you. I said you didn't, in fact I'm flattered. A woman likes to know she's appealing, especially at my age. They said you're still young and beautiful. We're surprised you don't have men knocking down your door. I said I hadn't been looking but if the right guys came knocking I'm sure I would love it. James said we'll I don't mean to be forward either but if they did what would you like. I said that's a good question. My ex husband had a very small cock. I don't think I really felt him inside me. He really lasted long either, I mean two or three minutes. He really didn't use me like I wanted and needed. Reggie said what do mean by that. I said he never liked using my ass, even though I enjoy that. I couldn't feel him when he did. I enjoyed sucking his small cock, but he never got forceful with me. I mean never even tried to really fuck my mouth. Our sex life was boring, always missionary style. The only time I got doggy style was when I begged him for anal, and he very seldom wanted to. I even ordered some special lube just so he could fist both front and back. But he said he wasn't interested in that. James said it sounds like you never satisfied . I said not really. Reggie said that's a shame, a body like your's was built for him to use and abuse. I said exactly, I mean he never paid real attention to my titties. I wanted them to be sore and bruised. Hell I wanted my whole body like that. That's why we split up. I just got tired of not feeling like woman or being appreciated. You know I've never seen anything bigger than his 4 inch cock, let alone felt one. James said was he at least thick? I giggled, if call about two inches thick, but I don't. They both laughed, not even close. Well we've got some errands to run, mind if we come over this evening, all of us have a few drinks. I said I would like that. If you're not out we'll knock, he kinda smiled. I hoped he was referring to their earlier comment. I said I'm just going clean house and take a nice long hot bath. I'll be ready. Part 2.