Three Best Friends

As a Mormon boy in high school, I somehow got invited into a group of three girls who were all sexually exploratory. Not only that, but they quickly became my bestest friends. There’s too much to share: how they found me, overcoming the jealousy we encountered, why I think they accepted me even though I was a straight guy, how the dynamic shifted over six years and why I was eventually pushed out/why the group dissolved. My involvement in that group was kept a secret from my family who still doesn’t know… afaik… as well as most people. You probably want the steamier details. Yes, they were very cute and I often thought they were the hottest girls in a given room. We went skinny dipping, fingered each other, gave head, traveled together, shared beds and showers, had stripping contests, watched movies in our undies, watched porn, and talked about going to a strip club (never happened). Here’s the crazy thing, though: We were also just really fucking good friends. We talked about life, shared interests, supported each other mostly, and respected each other and our weirdness. If someone wasn’t feeling up for something, we gave space or didn’t do the activity. We mostly were non-possessive of each other, though jealousy was present at times. It was such a strange dynamic. I consider myself a very lucky man to have had experienced this at all! Even if the exploration stopped, I just wish we had stayed friends into adulthood :/. I still don’t feel comfortable identifying myself to the world yet, but I’m happy I was finally able to get this off my chest some. I’ve wondered if such a dynamic ould exist again, but if I’m honest, I was probably just the right guy in the right place at the right time. Most people don’t seem able to maintain this sort of dynamic. I was cuter then than I am now. It’s just how life goes. C’est la vie. I wish my Mormonism hadn’t shielded me from enjoying and accepting them more fully when I had the chance; it is my biggest regret in life. Then again, that may have made them feel safe around me at the time. I’m not sure. I only slept with one of them once and we decided we weren’t romantically interested. Thanks for reading.