First time bookstore encounter

A little info first. I was 18 years old and very much straight. I have a few bookstores in the surrounding area. At that time there were 7 total within 2 miles of each other. Garden grove ca.

I would visit the bookstores and go watch the movies. I noticed there were holes in the dividers and immediately got uncomfortable. Had no clue why at that point. Someone can see me jack off is what I thought. I was watching some age gap porn, mature lady young man. Then I seen a finger come through the hole. Freaked me out so I got up and went to look at the movie line up on the board. I noticed an Asian man following me in the area. We got eye contact and he smiled at me. I looked away in embarrassment. Never been hit on before. He walks over near me and says “I like your tattoos” I said thanks. He walks behind me and and goes to grab my dick. I pushed his hand away but I was really excited and started to get hard. I decide to go back in the booth and I see him walk by gazing into my booth. At that point I was rubbing my dick through my pants. He kept walking by and eventually sat in the booth next to me. He put his fingers through the hole again and pull them back and seen his mouth behind the wall. I decided to unzip my pants and pull out my dick and jack off. My dick was so hard and the head was incredibly swollen. The guy comes by again and sees my raging hard on, jumps in my booth on his knees and just throated my dick. I let him suck it for about a minute. He sucked it so slow and deep it was amazing! Then the front door bell rings. Someone is entering the building. I push him out and zip up my pants. I see the new guy walking by and staring into my booth. He sat in an adjacent booth to where I could see him. He was staring at me and within a couple minutes he had his dick out and stroking it. It was huge and fat. Now I had two guys trying seduce me in the bookstore. The Asian guy tried to come back in and give me head but I was nervous and didn’t let him. The new guy goes to the booth next to me and puts his massive dick through the hole. Wow what a complete turn on. I never did anything with a guy before but that was the beginning of my lifelong visits to the bookstores. I left and went to my car and they both followed me out. I took off and stopped at a gas station. The guy with the huge cock pulled up and asked if I wanted to play. I said sure so he said “follow me” he had a van and pulled into an industrial center and I got in the back with him. He went down on me right away and wow that was some incredible head. Never felt anything like that before. He then grabbed my head and pushed it down on his cock. I didn’t know how to give head but I know what I liked so I emulated how I have been given head. I gagged a few times when he pushed my head down. I didn’t like that (at the time) but kept going anyways. Then we 69’d and the feeling of the cock in my mouth and him deepthroating me as so incredible. I busted my nut so hard and he came at the same time. Filled my mouth up with so much cum I thought we pee’d in my mouth.

I think about that often and have played with many since.