Threesome turned open relationship

My first true cuckhold experience with my wife occurred during what was supposed to be a threesome. We were partying with a friend of hers that I knew she had been with years before. When the subject came up I thought it would be hot. I was really turned on and she sucked my dick while he fucked her. After when talking She admitted that she just wanted to fuck him whether I was there or not, which started us down the road of her screwing other guys and telling me about it. We had a few more encounters mostly threesome style, until she told me one day she was going to bring a guy home and wanted to try it a little different. Since I have a little dick she said I had to wear her panties while she was doing it with him and like porn I could only watch. It was still very exciting and she jacked my dick into the panties when they finished making me pull them down in the front to show my little wee wee. As she called it. I had a lot of fantasies regarding the night. And it became a routine we did with this same fellow as I was comfortable with him. ( read cuck Chris for more on him) then one night I came home early from work to find she had company I was aware of what was happening so I went into an adjacent room and listened. I was very arroused as she told him how good he was how he was better than me by far and she had came really good. Later she told me she came all on his dick and she knew I liked it, she then told me she wanted to please me and told me to put my panties on she slowly masssaged my cock and asked if I had noticed how big he was and didn’t I wish my cock was that big. She told me to get on my knees I did and she began to finger me and pull my cock. She knows I like this so I figured she was happy. She then asked if I ever wanted to get fucked in the ass since I liked the stimulation I was too ashamed to say yes. She then got out her dildo and said my reward was to get a good fucking too. I began to dribble when she stuck it in and came after a few strokes. I loved it and wanted it more than I said. Things got kinkier as we went she began shooting cum on my cock from the others and asked if I wanted to suck them. I don’t think she ever knew that she was turning me on and making me want cock too. Finally she hinted around one night till I agreed to suck a guy she had over, she pegged me at the same time, one of the best moments ever. Now I want to feel cock a lot and she has noticed. She wants to have a gangbang but says I have to help. Help suck, take a dick what ever she ask, she don’t know how much I actually want to, I now want her to watch while I do it with all these hard dicks and how I want to make them come.