I started sucking cock a few years after my divorce. I was dating women, but they all wanted to be in a relationship leading up to marriage and I didn’t. I had fantasies when I was younger about sucking cock. Since I wasn’t dating and not having sex, I was watching a lot of porn and jacking off. I found myself watching more and more gay porn and the urge to suck cock was getting stronger. I finally got up the courage to post an ad on Craigslist. I got a few responses and invited a guy over. He was almost as inexperienced as me and it was pretty awkward, but it got me started.
It’s been over 10 years since the first time. As I’ve gone farther into exploring my bisexuality, I’ve gotten really good at giving head. I’ve discovered that I like being in a submissive role. I started wearing panties everyday under my regular clothes. I also have some fishnet stockings and garters and wear these if my guy wants (most do!)
I recently found a guy I hope will be my regular partner. I told him I would do whatever he wants as long as it doesn’t involve pain. The first time we met he had me come to the door naked. We had great sex. He’s going to top me the next time! I’m looking forward to seeing what else he will make me do!