1st Time with a guy

18 Adult Book store. As I was perusing titles I noticed a man in his mid or late 40’s dad bod kept looking my way like he knew me. He smiled at me I looked away aloof to the situation. I never gave much thought,, sexually to men so I didn’t immediately put 2,2 together. I caught him looking again when I realized he was checking me out. I felt exhilarated even turned on. I caught myself flirting with looks and smiles. The aisles were narrow so when I found myself in his aisle I had to squeeze by him honestly trying not to touch and definitely not trying to rub against him but he leaned forward a bit. The feeling of him rubbing against my butt felt unexpectedly electric and shot right to my cock in the form of an immediate hardon. Unable to hide it I was embarrassed and tried to retreat when he said Hi and asked what I was looking for. I told him a good porno, he just chuckled. I pretended to be interested in a movie not knowing which one I had in my hand. It happened to be an older younger gay porn, face red, in over my head and ready to jet, he confidently reached out shook my hand and introduced himself expertly diffusing the situation. He said he already had the movie and would let me borrow it. I naïvely said that would be great, extremely nervous I thought as soon as I got there in my car, I would take off. He almost ushered me out straight to his truck, he said why should we both drive he’ll give me a ride. At this point, I started feeling like I didn’t wanna let him down. I climbed up in his truck and we started off to his house. He started talking about the movie and asked if I had ever done anything like this. I said never
And tonight was the first time I had even thought about it. He joked that he was flattered, I studdered something incoherent. He asked if he could touch me, yes is all I could muster. He rubbed my hardon through my pants then slid his hand down my man’s and stroked me a couple times. He told me to do the same to him. It felt so good. I didn’t want him to stop so I did too, but as soon as I started he stopped. He let me stroke him until he was rock hard! Oh my god what a feeling, turning him on made me feel butterflies so when he told me to kiss his dick I again mustered a yes. I kissed licked his cock wet with precum. I didn’t realize I would like the taste so much. I also just realized his cock was easily 8-9 inches and almost too thick to get into my mouth! I did manage to suck his head and was getting ready to try to go further but we were pulling into his house. We walked in and he told me to get comfortable. He was going to find the movie. I sat on his couch awkwardly no idea what was next except probably giving a BJ. He came back in and disappointedly said I was supposed to get comfortable. I felt ASHAMED? I don’t know why I wanted to make him happy but I did! I slipped off my pants and my shirt immediately, and hesitantly pulled my underwear down as he pulled his robe open and out sprung his cock. He sat back on the couch and put my hand on his cock and kissed me deep, his tongue exploring every inch of my mouth forcefully. I tried to kiss back, but his tongue was overpowering. I was in a daze when He pushed my Head to his cock This time he forced himself inside me almost halfway down his dick. I gagged and struggled for breath when he released my head. He said he’s going to teach me.he held my head shoved his cock down my throat.turned me on. I felt his cock pressed against my butt, rubbing against me. Then a little pressure which was taboo and wrong but felt so right. Then excruciating pain. Now I realized why he had pinned me. I told him to take it out! He grunted it will feel better in a minute. for a couple minutes. feeling him thrust into me relentlessly deeper and harder. until he pumped his semen into me without asking, and I loved every second!