Started wearing underwear

I’ve always enjoyed sucking dick from about my first time I sucked one in my late teens.I’m now in my sixties still sucking but now after meeting this guy on here I now fully dress for him and sometimes others. It started first time he came over and during our back and forth messages he asked me if I had ever wore panties while sucking dick which I replied no,ask me if I would if he brought a pair told him sure why not what difference would what I was wearing make a difference. When he got here we both got naked and he handed me a pair of silk lacy panties.When I put them on something happened I wasn’t expecting, they felt so good wearing them,a sensation I’d never felt before and made me want to suck that naked man’s dick laying on my bed even more. When I had finished sucking him off he asked me if I like wearing the panties told him they felt so good and made sucking his dick even more enjoyable and exciting. That night was the start of me getting more into crossdressing, he turned out to be weekly thing and every time he came brought me something else to wear to I was fully dressed for him and it brought out a feminine side of me I didn’t realize I had, I was loving it.I had a lady friend that I felt comfortable telling her about me liking to suck dick and now into crossdressing knowing how close we were it would be just between us.She started coming over and helping me the correct way to apply makeup, buying clothes for me and what to wear to turn men on who liked crossdressing.I got where I was even dressing around home just for the pleasure of it. Even though I had a dick and wore fake tits I some how felt like a female.I learned how to dress certain ways for the men I was meeting that they liked.Most of the men treated me with respect and like a woman,first kisses, hugs and holding each other, me sucking then them taking me in every position imaginable, I was loving this side of my life.I met this one man that something about him was special and for some reason I got where I wanted to be only with him and he wanted me just for his self, wasn’t love or anything like that just that we felt comfortable with each other and enjoyed the same things, I guess you could say we just turned out to be best friends.Hung out together when not dressed going and doing things then coming back to my place and me getting dressed and then both of us turning into each other’s lovers.As of today I still dress around the house but when it’s time for him to come over I dress sexy that I know he likes and before the night is over he always makes me feel like the female I love being.