First time CD

So I had gotten comfortable with being a submissive, and one guy friend had a thing for me in pantyhose. He would rub my ass and legs while i sucked, then smack my ass and rip the ass open on the hose, and push me into the mattress and fuck ne hard. I kinda liked it!
During COVID I was travelling to northern Michigan a lot and started meeting Tyrell at my motel room. Early 30's, hung 11", muscular, dark skinned and demanding! He asked if I ever dressed, so I picked up a few things. Black thigh highs and panties, a sheer nighty, black bra, some silicon handcuffs and a blindfold.
Our next meeting he came in and i was under covers. As he undressed I uncovered myself, his reaction was immediate. His cock was rock hard and he was pawing all over me, kissing my neck, feeling my ass, i felt so good. He laid back on the bed propped up on the pillows while I sucked that bbc. I was so pumped that taking him deep was easy. He was feeling me all over, praising me as I sucked him, it was so tender a moment. I was lost in worshiping his cock when i felt that stiff wiggle, that sign of the cum explosion. I backed off a bit, and the first huge rope of cum filled my mouth followed by another. I backed off more and the rest of his cum was all over my face, i used his cock to rub it all over my face and chest.
This really turned him on! The tender turned primal. "You like that cum" "I'll give it to you right"
He pulled my panties down and began rubbing my ass, slapping it, sliding a finger in. I grabbed lube off the nightstand and got lubed up while he was slapping my ass, my hand getting in his way made him remember the handcuffs. He grabbed them and cuffed my hands behind my back. It got quiet. He put the blindfold on me too. "You gonna know you been fucked after this" he said as he arranged me on the bed using pillows to put me ass up and face down. I was scared, but exxcited, had never even thought to take his cock in my ass. Too big by far. He spanks my ass good, telling me I am his bitch now, he lubes me up good. Rubs my shoulders, says "relax and it will barely hurt at all", and gives me a big hit of poppers. I feel it go in past the first ring not bad, but I feel I am gonna split as he breeches the second ring. I let out a yelp, he slaps my ass, and slides all 11 inches deep. Oh my, I am taking it! Feels so good, so right! He fucked me hard for a good hour, finally spewing a deep load up my sissy ass. He left me bound blindfolded and soaked in cum while he showered off. After, he came over naked, took off the blindfold, and stuck his cock in my mouth. "Good girl, you are learning your place" he said as I sucked him, still bound and cummy. After I sucked him to completion and swallowed he uncuffed me and helped me undress, leading me to the shower. Once in the shower he made me kneel and pissed on me, even making me take a big drink of it. When he finished peeing I was left to shower.
Once clean, I found him lying in bed, where he patted for me to join him in bed. He said I passed and to expect to serve every time I came up The rest of the night was less wild, but still demanding. He fucks for long rides, and we fucked 4 times that night, with head in between. We did make out with some deep kisses before he left in the morning, yes, I was hooked on being his bitch. I made that trip at least once a month for 5 years, and loved it every time.
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