First time playing with a guy

I considered my self as straight but getting bored watching the same old porn i desided to check out something diffrent and i foundshemale and women having sex wich was pretty wild i saw one with a couple male female couple with a trans and it wasnt bad ether one evening i saw came 3 times and from the pic on it couldnt tell much so i hit play and walked to the kitchen to get a drink i came back and it was two guys one naked and the other one pounding from bejind i hadnt got set back down on the coutch to grab the remote and the guy getting pounded started moaning and started cuming i was like no way and with a nother min and a half he moans again and cums i was like wow the guy behind pulls out takes off the rubber and goes back pounding and for the third time the guy getting pounded cums never once did he touch his cock and the guy pounding him cums almost at the same time i was like wow so in seeing that i started to fantisise about getting done like that so i started playing with a toy to see if i could cum like thatvwas really close a couple of times but didnt so i thought it would be hot getting a guy off and maybe id cum while getting fucked so i put a ad out on dl for a top and finally chose one a guy older than me and he knew he was getting to fuck me for the first time i was nervious as can be he got hard and lubed me up and slid in it was more than i expected the pain but he stoped let me get adjusted and he went all the way in and slowley started fucking me and he was saying how good i felt and moaning wich got me more into it he was fucking me for about 3 to four min and he said oh god u feel so fucking im going to cum i cant help it and with that he came hard when he pulled out the whole tip about a inch and a half of the rubber was full he busted a huge load and wanted to know if he could fuck me again tommorrow and thats another story