A Night Out After the Class Reunion

Caught and embarrassed. Part 1.
Let me tell you a true story that happened to me some years ago.
I'm a married man. Very masculine.
own a business that caters to nothing but masculine men.
But beneath the masculinity. I had been playing with men for years. But only if I was out of town. I never took any chances in my community.
I also like to give up control and be used when it does happen. I like to feel like I'm not in control at that point and time. All this happens very seldom .
I had had my class 20th reunion . It was great catching up with some old friends I hadn't seen since school. Everyone drunk. I got into it with the class bully and knocked him out. He was still a dick 20 years later.
Everyone thought it was great and I had let everyone know how masculine and tough I had became.
Ok fast forward a month or so.
I went 4 hours from home for a bussiness problem. I was staying the night.
I looked on the internet for a hook up. But found nothing. 1 guy said there was a club in town that had fetish night that night. And I could probably get what i was looking for there.
I did internet research that night. And it intreged me.
So I figured why not.
I went to the local mall. Bought what I wanted.
That night i got dressed. Leather vest. No shirt. Leather shorts. Thigh high stockings and biker boots. I had put on black eye liner and black stick.
I had a fascination with the goth look back then. So off I went. The place was packed when I got there about 9pm.
They had stages with crosses to be tied to. People could wipe you. The had stages with tables to be tied on. I mingled and was getting hit on a lot. There was no reason to be shy here.
I'm always with 1 guy when I play. This was diffrent. Guy asking for blowjobs. Wanting to fuck. But I wanted to explore more.
One guy told me to go to the basement when I wanted to play. So I made my way to the basement to check it out.
And the biggest guy in there. Looked at me. He came threw the crowd. I seen him coming at me. He towered over me. I smiled. With out a word. He reached down, wrapped his arm around me and pulled me up to kiss him.
I had never kissed a guy. But he wasnt asking. He started playing with me ass. As he kissed me.
I hadn't looked around the room much after I walked in.
But big man grabbed my wrist. Led me over to a sofa. He set me down. Stood over me and pulled his pants off. He pulled me to suck his cock as all these people stood around watching. He wasnt very endowed. Maybe 6 inches. But he shoved it down my throat. Never asking. Just making me.
With his pants and underwear off. And a hard cock. He grabbed my wrist again. Leading me over to a stockade. ( where your head and wrist are locked as your bent over).
I had second thoughts and pulled back but he opened it and pushed me down. I probably could of fought my way out. But this was giving up complete control. I remember being so hard. Excited and thinking how no one knows me and I could have a good time.
Big man got my leather shorts off. I felt so exposed.
He started beating my ass. Then he started telling the crowd. He was screaming because the music was load. Hes screaming that " this bitch sucks a good cock". That was like an open invite.
But big man started working his fingers in me. He wasnt easy about it. I could feel the lube being poured down my ass. And his fingers going in easier, but I was really second guessing what I was doing. He was ripping my ass. Not because of his finger size. But his nails was scratching me along with his rings on his fingers.
A couple cocks were shoved in front of me. I started sucking them. But I couldnt get my head up enough to be comfortable.
I stopped sucking when big man pushed his cock in. After a couple minutes I was beginning to get turned on again. He wasnt a good fuck. But he held my hips and plowed away. I was glad he wasnt very big.