The first time I put a cock in my mouth was at a very young age, didn't suck it but just held it in my mouth for 30 seconds (playing truth or dare) after that I got to the point I wanted more and went to an adult book store and was able to suck plenty of cock (as I was in my early 20's) over the years and in between girlfriends (and 1 wife) I would play with men.
I found out through playing with a guy that had wanted me to wear panties (which turned out that he wanted me to dress in lingerie)that I enjoyed wearing sexy lingerie and eventually dressing, that I prefer to play the women's role.
In between girlfriends I seeked out men that loved guys like me. (mostly married men) and after my last girlfriend over 3 years ago I come to the conclusion that I love cock and gay sex and have been pussy free for over 3 years now and addicted to cock and cum.. Which means I finally admit it that I am gay and a bottom bitch. What sucks is I live in a small town and it's hard to find guys to suck or fuck me. But the bottom line is I am gay and I am addicted to cock. I so wish I could find a local regular to service and I am not ashamed of being a faggot